I found cute shoes and socks at this one store but apparently it’s only for kids and they don’t make them for adult sizes and I just feel-

Dude.

Day out with the bestie today.

Okay honestly

Even though we hadn’t talked for a whole year things are still the same

She even ended up liking the same bands I do even though we didn’t communicate. 

You know what this is?

Moirallegiance that’s what

Update: *sigh* =w=;; Turns out that she texted me and actually she moreso just wants to get into my pants. Ah. Well. At least I know I’m attractive? o3o

At least she was really cool about it though when I told her that I’d have to decline owo She told me that as long as I’m happy, that’s all that matters. What a sweetie <3

I went to the mall today, and they told me that accessories were buy one get one free so I went to go get another.

And then this girl comes out of nowhere and goes, “Omg I love your outfit you look so cute.”

So naturally, I notice something I like about her, so I tell her, “Wow, thanks. I love your purple hair. What hair dye do you use?”

So the conversation carries on from there and next thing I know she’s asking me for my number and I gave it to her. But. Like. I. Was. So nervous. That I don’t even think I got the free accessory that I would have wanted ._____________________.;; Crap. 

PLUS I DON’T KNOW IF I SHOULD HAVE GIVEN HER MY NUMBER. WHAT IF IT WAS A PRANK. WHAT IF WHEN I HANG OUT WITH HER ALL SHE WANTS TO DO IS SMOKE WEED AND LISTEN TO HARDCORE STUFF. WHAT IF SHE WAS GAY AND WAS ACTUALLY TRYING TO HIT ON ME. WHAT IF I HANG OUT WITH HER AND SHE THINKS I’M BORING.

*wheezes*

Today has been a very eventful day.

Old bestie dropped in on my place of zen while I was trying to do the crossword puzzle and started screeching because our meeting wasn’t planned.

Neither of us have plans over the summer, so we decided that we’re going to take extensive roadtrips together and dumpster dive just to piss off the police so if I’m not active for a while, that’s what I’m doing.

Man I revisited some old DeviantArt memories.

Aaah holy crap so freaking nostalgic.

It gets me kind of really upset though when I see that some artists I used to talk to are no longer active

…But then again I guess I shouldn’t be talking oops-

So the night I was feeling really crazy, I wrote to the Elder Wisdom Circle, hoping for some advice that would clear my mind. If you guys haven’t heard of them before and are just itching for just SOMEONE to give you their opinion and advice on something, then I would suggest elderwisdomcircle.org since they’ve helped me in the past before :>

But anyway- [personal habbla below]

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Someone in my chemistry class had a complete panic attack during the test, so my teacher had to call campus police and take him outside and try to calm him down, but there was no calming him down and you could see how it was really eating him up inside.

I don’t know.

I hate how screwed up the future looks for our generation that it causes people to go through this.

And makes us have to do things we don’t want to do and major in things we don’t want to major just for the sake of having a good-paying job when we graduate.

It’s hard to see people go through such pressure.

Why Didn’t You Do the Thing I Forgot to Tell You How to Do?

a biography about me

written by my boss and communications professor